in case you haven't noticed, my newest addiction is YouTube. so many videos, so little time... and i like the idea of having a soundtrack to my life, even if i'm the only one that recognizes the significance of certain songs.

i can thank Electric Grandmother for this particular addiction; and a fine one it is, too.

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the technical snafu looks like it's been resolved, for the most part. i can't tell you what a huge relief that is for me, and for the members, i'm sure.

thanks to Lila and Maggie for pointing out this problem, and thanks to taerkitty for helping me with the stickier geek aspects.

thanks to forumCircle Support for their quick and satisfying response.

thanks to all for their patience and support, and for hanging with TSB.

:)

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vacation time has been approved for the first week in february and further along in the month near the GC's birthday.

i'm very happy about the time off near the GC's birthday, but that first week in february --

uh.

well, the knight keeps making this "M" sound i can't quite translate. all i know is when he makes this sound my stomach gets all oogy and my eyes blur. i believe some hair has fallen out, as well.

i looked up the statistics, and it seems like a second round with the "Big M" often doesn't fare any better than the first round. since my first round was such a spectacular failure, i'm hesitant to put myself on the line. this is not a reflection on the knight; this is entirely my issue.

i know it's the logical progression of our relationship. i know he loves me. i know i love him.

is that enough?

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no, don't tell me.

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She'll let you in her house
If you come knockin late at night.
She'll let you in her mouth,
If the words you say are right.
If you pay the price,
She'll let you deep inside.
But theres a secret garden she hides.

She'll let you in her car
To go drivin round.
She'll let you into the parts of herself
Thatll bring you down.
She'll let you in her heart
If you got a hammer and a vise.
But into her secret garden, dont think twice.

You've gone a million miles,
How far'd you get?
To that place where you can't remember
And you can't forget.

She'll lead you down a path,
There'll be tenderness in the air.
She'll let you come just far enough
So you know she's really there.
She'll look at you and smile,
And her eyes will say,
She's got a secret garden
Where everything you want,
Where everything you need,
Will always stay....
A million miles away.





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