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i am so totally over the moon that the Giants are going to the Superbowl. :) :) :) :) :)
i've got my Giants ball cap on and the staff was just cracking up at my SWGD. they were pulling for the Pack, and we've been talkin' smack all week. NOW who's the biotch??
*gigglesnort*
heh.
so gratifying, and i needed this in the worst way.
yeah, it's like that.
****
work has cranked up yet another notch. it is disheartening (to say the least) to have your best efforts held up as not good enough. i don't know what to do. RD has been crabbing about the payroll, so i'm down to one sales day a week and four on the front desk. now, RD is crabbing because i don't have the time to do what he wants me to do, but i'm only one person and until the laws of physics change, i can't be in two places at once.
we showed a 53% occupancy for last week. that's up over thirty points from last year.
not good enough.
****
it is so motherlovin' cold! OMG, okay? yeah, i'm from the north but i am so over this kind of bitter cold. my bones are not liking it either.
****
i do have a rather large hamster on my mind, but i think it will take me (no small amount of) time to wrap my brain around it, process it, and relegate it to its proper place. until then, it will persist in running on the godddamned wheel until it's small enough to package up, label as (yet another in a long line) a lesson learned, and try to staunch the bleeding.
i was wrong. i made a very, very bad error in judgment. really bad. it's my own fault, because i'm the one responsible for my own actions and reactions, and evidently i'm too stoopid to get the lesson the first fifty fucking times it's happened.
so then, i have to re-examine things. i have to take a look at who i am, why i do the things i do, and why it's not working. what fundamental flaw am i missing? because i must be missing it, or i wouldn't be going through this kind of crap.
(i know this makes no sense to anyone, and that's okay. don't worry about it. y'all know i freewrite here and i never know what's going to come out. sometimes i don't get it either. it's a "me" thing, not a "you" thing. feel free to move along.)
what is it? what is it about me that invites this kind of behavior?
i can't figure it out. but that won't stop the hamster from worrying at it with little needle teeth. and in the meantime, i'm trying to slap some bandaids on an arterial wound.
not good enough.
****
you ever notice when it's really cold you have to pee a lot? or is that just a "me" thing, too?
****
i'm not whining. really. life is life. and the Giants are going to the Superbowl.
good enough.
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i've got my Giants ball cap on and the staff was just cracking up at my SWGD. they were pulling for the Pack, and we've been talkin' smack all week. NOW who's the biotch??
*gigglesnort*
heh.
so gratifying, and i needed this in the worst way.
yeah, it's like that.
****
work has cranked up yet another notch. it is disheartening (to say the least) to have your best efforts held up as not good enough. i don't know what to do. RD has been crabbing about the payroll, so i'm down to one sales day a week and four on the front desk. now, RD is crabbing because i don't have the time to do what he wants me to do, but i'm only one person and until the laws of physics change, i can't be in two places at once.
we showed a 53% occupancy for last week. that's up over thirty points from last year.
not good enough.
****
it is so motherlovin' cold! OMG, okay? yeah, i'm from the north but i am so over this kind of bitter cold. my bones are not liking it either.
****
i do have a rather large hamster on my mind, but i think it will take me (no small amount of) time to wrap my brain around it, process it, and relegate it to its proper place. until then, it will persist in running on the godddamned wheel until it's small enough to package up, label as (yet another in a long line) a lesson learned, and try to staunch the bleeding.
i was wrong. i made a very, very bad error in judgment. really bad. it's my own fault, because i'm the one responsible for my own actions and reactions, and evidently i'm too stoopid to get the lesson the first fifty fucking times it's happened.
so then, i have to re-examine things. i have to take a look at who i am, why i do the things i do, and why it's not working. what fundamental flaw am i missing? because i must be missing it, or i wouldn't be going through this kind of crap.
(i know this makes no sense to anyone, and that's okay. don't worry about it. y'all know i freewrite here and i never know what's going to come out. sometimes i don't get it either. it's a "me" thing, not a "you" thing. feel free to move along.)
what is it? what is it about me that invites this kind of behavior?
i can't figure it out. but that won't stop the hamster from worrying at it with little needle teeth. and in the meantime, i'm trying to slap some bandaids on an arterial wound.
not good enough.
****
you ever notice when it's really cold you have to pee a lot? or is that just a "me" thing, too?
****
i'm not whining. really. life is life. and the Giants are going to the Superbowl.
good enough.
moar funny pictures
Check out TSB for the most legal fun you can have with your clothes on.
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