i gotta get another job. not an additional job, but a different job. most of the people i work with are so very sweet and nice (even if a bit weird, but then we all have our little piccadillos, eh?) but i am sooooooooo very bored here. not that i'm not having fun getting to know a few webfolk. i used to have an advertising sales job making lots of money, but i ran around with my head on fire all the time, worked 60 or 70 hours a week, and almost had a complete meltdown. so i've been here for about a year now, and while it was challenging in the beginning, learning all new stuff, and a nice break too from all the chaos, i gotta do something else. there must be a happy medium somewhere.

hmmmmm.......what do i want to do? call me a bleeding heart, but maybe something that actually makes the world a better place??? i'm at an advantage, actually. i am so mediocre at everything that i don't excel in any one area so much that it makes me inflexible about what i can do. does that make sense??? i can learn to excel at most anything you put in front of me.

i've got some feelers out. we'll see what happens.