Day Five. I have pockets of motivation separated by long stretches of sleeping and waking.

Percocet seems to work like an amnesiac for me, keeping me in the moment. It's totally necessary that I take it (last night's pain fest was case in point). I can be typing away at this, and suddenly startle my self from a deep sleep to realize I hadn't been to bed at allaooallajjjljjljjjjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

see? I just then fell asleep at the keyboard.

I sleep for a while, then rouse, walk about the house, nosh a bit, then back tsssssssssssss

to bed. I used to be able to write well from my bed, Right now, I can track about a half a sentence here before I startle and find long, nonsensical strings sdssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Okay, that's it. Clearly, the meds are not going to allow anything like focus.

Have a good night, and say hello if you see me online later. :-) I'm lazykitty on meebo, and otherwise use lazykittyranch@yahoo.com.