You and another journaler introduced me to Asperger's. I researched it and think I could have it to a degree, if that's possible. But I also thought it had to be more common than people realized. I'm not sure if that's just because I do have it and understand people and the world that way. I'm getting to where I need to make an appointment to set up counseling with a social worker again.

BTW, I like your journal as is. The technical stuff is beyond me but I still like that you write it (for yourself).

I have asked myself the same question ... something along the lines of your query, 'am I doing this for me or you?' :)

"(I do have a rare and special area where it does feel natural, but that's because this are has rather formal interactions laid out. Being Aspie, this plays well to my strength.)" - Mind if I ask what that is? :)

And have hope for the kitten. When I was her age I was rather further down on the spectrum, and while I've not become much more NT, like you, I've learned to fake it and to figure things out. Hopefully she'll be able to do the same thing as she gets older.

Oh my goodness, TK. I must not have been clear in my comments. I never meant for you to feel obligated to share your personal life – though I’m glad you did. :) My observation has been that usually there are more comments made when the posts are about loss, anger, rants, etcetcetc. The upbeat, happy posts don't receive as many comments.

Very rarely do I post negative stuff for the reasons you stated. I don’t want to keep on reliving it – the pain or disappointment. I posted a *down* essay a few weeks back and after a week exiled it to the private slot at JS. I made my point, received lots of support, and no longer wanted it posted as a reminder of my sadness. Rarely do I post for myself. I usually post to entertain or to give updates for the many friends and family who read my blog, though they rarely comment.

you've a full plate, my friend, about as full as it gets.

i too, have hope for your Kitten. she has parents who care, who understand, and who are loving and supportive. you have shining examples of young women who have succeeded. all children make mistakes and get hurt. i've said it often enough, but that's the hardest part about being a parent.

i'm impressed you have any time for a social life of any kind. i don't have one. not outside of work, really. online, yes. thank god.

no one's life is truly stable, and if they tell you that they're lying to you and to themselves. life is ceaseless flux; change is the only constant. how we tuck and roll is what counts.

*hugs*

Hey, I'm a neuro-typical with bi-polar tendencies, and I've worked plenty with Aspies. There have even been times that my co-workers wanted to put me on the spectrum, but couldn't, because that's not really where my particular symptoms belong. I say to you, let your Aspie flag fly. Salute!