Student "edition" found at {thoughts dot com slash typed no space out no space loud slash blog}.

Maybe I shouldn't have started this blog now, not with everything that's been going on.

I could continue with the revelations of the expanded operations council workshop from last Saturday night.

But in the spirit of complete honesty I am too tired right now to dig up the notebook that I was using that day for reference.

Besides, if there is someone out there reading this text and did not reveal himself or herself in my previous challenge, there were some things said there that I could not risk falling on the wrong eyes before its time.

But I will admit this much: yes I do know more than I am letting on to those who do ask. This is as much for the sake of self-preservation as is it the apprehension of misusing the knowledge I could impart.

Damn, I wish I did not have to stop there; so much for the spirit of complete honesty then. I do not mean to tease though.

I just want to get all that I could off my chest as possible without risking breaking given confidences.

Yes, the net is therapy. For the writer in whatever crap they want to put out there, and for the reader who either relates, finds hope or is thankful that the life of someone else is crappier than theirs is.

For yet others, it is a means to drain energy from others by reacting negatively to what they read.

Okay, the last two paragraphs are good enough or are safe enough to be copied to the student accessible version, but not today.

@@ Today I was talking to someone about the freak accidents or ironic coincidences that happen in life.

I could take offense and say everyone is just lying to me all the time and that even in all their denials of having done me wrong, they are just too cowardly to admit the truth and preserve their so-called innocence.

But that is again the path that is too tiring. Or I could admit that fact is stranger than fiction in that the most inopportune circumstances seem to be providing sadistic entertainment to some cruel god.

In the end, hindsight they say being 20/20, all the signs I missed and should have caught the first time around come to light.

I could have been able to assess the situation clearly if I had not been blinded by pure hope, and I would have been able to correct the point of confusion and potential (which turned out to be real) miscommunication that in the assumption leaning towards the positive led to high and false expectations.

At least I was able to admit in the end that it was funny if it were not so physically exhausting, and I did get the apology I was half expecting, even though I insisted that it was not the fault of the other person.

And being the scientific rationalists that we are, we could not blame it on fate or divine intervention. It could also not be karma because karma is just psychological do unto others with the people directly involved.

Session 2961 cannot be transgressed by another person for a similar offense to someone else. Class dismissed.