Y'know how money's not supposed to be a big thing in your life, because it means that you're not focusing on the right things? Well, sometimes it has to be a big thing, mostly when you don't have any. Like when you have to borrow money from family just to pay a bill (not all of your bills, just one, the rest come later) and realize that after the bill is paid, you have no money on you, and about $5 in the bank. And you realize that this is the way it's going to be for a while, because certain people don't understand that you don't have any earning power, and that you still have bills to pay, and you still need to eat.




It sucks. Big time. That's about all I really have to say right now, other than that this pretty much pushes me into officially "depressed" territory.

...sigh...