Well, I'm back home. I didn't think that I would be back this soon. I'm a freshman in college, majoring in health care science. I stayed with my boyfriend and mom. I know, seems like a bad idea right? Well I didn't think that I would be so desperate to start college nn time AND on top of that, I would be wih my boyfriend. He offered for me to stay with him because my loan for school wouldn't have been active until next quarter which is 2 months after my classes start. It took me a while to accept the offer because my mom think that it's to early in the relationship and unorthidox to live with a guy before marriage. I felt somewhat the same way especially just been in the relationship for 6 months. Anyway, I moved in with him and his mom and it wasn't anything how I thought it would be. I got to really see how my boyfriend lived on a daily basis, and his mom. Things got really difficult but greatfully not between me and my boyfriend. When I met his mom in the beginning of our relationship, she was completely different but when I seen her constantly, she really became compfortable with what she said and acted. I didn't feel compfortable their especially when my boyfriend rarely stood up for me and what I was going through with his mom. I constantly felt like I was isolated and tooken for granted. I didn't want me and my boyfriend's relationship to end over a decison we made on with me moving in and how his mother acted; so I moved back home after my first semester finished. He was upset because I didn't discuss with him that I was leaving THIS TIME. There were other times that I packed up and left even when I told him but he is so blinded about my feelings and how his mom treated me and always took her side. That made me feel so bad emotionally and mentally and I wasn't going to deal with it anymore. When I would try talking to her about how I felt and how she treated me, she would just get up and walk away as if I wasn't talking to her. :\ Again, I was fed up with the disrespect and constantly crying and being isolated in someone elses home. I know when you're in someone elses home, you're suppose to respect that. I do and did. I helped her clean and half the time she wasn't their so I took ignitiative to do the cleaning and cooking. She started demanding and expecting me to do things in a rude manner. My mother never spoken to me the way she did so imagine how shocked and aggravated I felt. I really don't know why she treated me that way but I strongly know that my boyfriend will take her side even when he say he will always choose me but that will never happen. I don't want to be in situations when I feel irrelevent and last when it come to my feelings. I respect how he respects her but I need that respect from him and she'll respect me too. Since I've been home for the past 2 weeks, I've been pretty happy. I miss him far as seeing him everyday and spending time with him but I know it's the best thing for now until we make the next step in our lives.