So I had a meeting with my doctor from the VA hospital yesterday, and he has reaffirmed that I should be the poster child for PTSD. (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder) I am still having a hard time convincing myself that this is a real disease. Ok maybe that sounded wrong... I know it is real and God bless the guys who have it, especially the guys that were in Vietnam..... they saw some shit. I don't think I compare to men of their caliber or even come close for that matter. But my doc insisted that I answer a few questions.... turns out I just may have this shit. Either that, or the VA's head docs really know how to turn your words around. Oh well... I know this was a boring entry.

Sorry.=)