i've been missing in action. sept and oct are busy months. cc turned 25, i turned 43, the iceback turned 35, we celebrated 11 years of legal togetherness and my baby, my little baby boy, turned 18.

i've been fighting the blues, and life in general...and fighting them hard. most days i'm able to maintain, but too often it is a constant struggle. some days are easier than others. for all the things that change, too many remain the same.

i apologize for being self-centered, self-involved and locked away inside my own thoughts and problems.