Acutally I have told Angelica 99.9% of the horrible things I've done in my past. The remaining 0.01% just hasn't come to my mind yet but when it does I will let her know. I don't want these things to come back in the future to bite me as "secrets I may or may not of kept". My life is much different now. I go to church three times a week and dont feel the need to get drunk every night. I don't argue at ALL and I feel much better both physically, mentally and spiritually. I am far from perfect, we both know that, but all I can do at this point is move forward in the correct way. All I can suggest to you is to try and keep from feeling so much hate all the time. It will kill you eventually and what a waste that would be. I'd say that I'm sorry that your so upset that I have found a way to be happy but I'm not sorry about that. I deserve it. As much as you deserve it too. Find it and you won't feel the need to obsess on the past as much.
BTW. Thank you for Zeke's mesurements for the shirt for the wedding. I went ahead and guessed on them and picked one out anyways. I will UPS it Saturday Delivery today and he should have it tomorrow. If for any reason he doesn't like it or it doesn't fit properly, just let me know and I will correct it.