so, yea, its been a while.

alot of things running through my head so this will be a bit scatter brained lol like that is anything new...

I hate it when someone takes what I say and turns it into some stupid bullshit. Its senseless and hurtful.

A family torn apart by petty things isnt much of a family at all is it?

Passive aggressive behavior sucks bigtime.

Thank god I am not the person I used to be.

Crying sucks.

and working 10 hours on the first beautiful Saturday in months is horrible punishment!!!

and last but not least

Mom wouldnt want it this way. I feel it in my soul.

It pains me beyond words to watch things happen and have no say in it, but what hurts even more is when what I say is taken so out of context its beyond belief, or is thrown to the wayside as nonsense. I am not 2 years old anymore. I am a grown woman, and believe it or not, I have feelings too.

on to the good stuff...

daughter has her last band banquet tomorrow -- its bitter sweet. Its hard to believe that she's graduating.

the last jazz band competition is also tomorrow evening, who would have thought that daughter could learn how to play the tenor sax? This year she's learned 2 new instruments, the tenor sax and the guitar!!

I have 3 days off every week, the downside is I work 10 hour shifts... LOL what the HELL was I thinking?!!

I get to sleep in, if I ever get to sleep tonight! LOL

that seems to be enough...