You know that feeling deep in your heart? That feeling only you have. There are no words for it. There is no way to communicate it. It might hurt someone. It may make them very happy. You want to tell someone, you want someone, SOMEONE to understand how you feel, what you are going through, what this means to you. Why the smell of something gives you chills and why someone's voice makes you just stop. They want to know, you don't want to tell them. You try to tell them and they don't get it. You know they don't get it and they will never get it. No one will ever get it. You can't even explain it to yourself. You think over over, and over. Try to find something, rack up something in your brain that could even symbolize, resemble what you feel. There's no action in the world, no phrase or sound or smell in the world. No combination of anything that can describe what you feel. What your heart feels. You know what it is but you don't. No one else does. And they may know it better than you but you can't.