Alright, so what inspired me to make this entry is the dream i had this night. I just figured it wouldn't be a bad idea to memorize a few dreams, just in case i would want to read them over later, or something like that. It may be a bit dramatic, so for those who don't want to read that kind of thing, now is a good time to turn back.

So it seems that sometimes, rather than just having dreams that make no sense and are plain stupid, i seem to have some with real people, that are actually pretty normal. This one was with a friend i knew for quite a while, but haven't talked to in really long time. I met her on gaia. In this dream, i met her in real life, even if in reality i never did yet. And rest of dream was normal, pretty much. It consisted of us hanging out around a town, which resembled the one i live in now. There was one weird part with me seeing my former classmates, not wanting to talk to them, and hiding in the closet, then being given in by infamous Lithuanian pop singer (umm, yeah...), and me punching him in the face, multiple times (I swear i am not making this up), but that's only weird thing there was. Pretty normal dream, in my opinion. But the best part was that in the beginning, there was a point when my friend hugged me. And it felt real. I don't know why, but sometimes, in my dreams, when i make contact with people, it feels very real, as if it really happened. I don't know how to explain that. I know it's just a dream, but still, very weird effect indeed.

This actually reminded me another dream i had. This one had Sophie in it. I wanted to tell her about it, but never got a chance. Guess i will still write it down, just so that it won't be lost in memories. Once again, possible drama alert. So the dream took place in my town, and, strangely enough, during the winter. And she was here, of course. At the beginning, everyone were here and were wanting to talk to her. Even one of my real life friends was here, and wanted to talk to her too. And he was jealous when he saw her, hehe. Unfortunately, i was upset, since i couldn't get to her. Later on, i managed to do it somehow, since everyone apparently left. Then we talked about various stuff, and she noticed i am upset. She asked why, and i said that it's because i wanted to make it a quality time as much as possible, but i felt i was failing. She then said that i didn't, and hugged me. I don't remember much after that, but i remember resting my head on her shoulder. That was so awesome. And once again, i could really feel it, it was so realistic. And awesome. I really want it to be real.

So interesting thing is feelings that these dreams cause me. During them, i felt really happy. But as soon as they ended, i would wake up, and feel very depressed. I guess it was because while i would dream, somehow it would look like a reality, but once i wake up, i realize it is not real, and that what causes the unhappiness. Often, i wish it would be possible to live in a dream forever. Maybe someday it will be possible? You never know, i bet fifty years ago people wouldn't be able to imagine having things like computers, yet they are reality now.

Just so this entry won't look completely ridiculous, will write something about my life currently. There's not much going on, as always. This whole week, it was raining. Today however, the sun returned. And i hate it. Don't know why people see this kind of weather as good thing. It is hot, i can't see much during day due to the sun, there's loads of annoying bugs... So yeah. That's pretty much it for now. I have a feeling there will be a storm tonight, due to all the heat. I don't like the storms also. Will try to live through it all somehow.