Have you ever felt like you would never be good enough for someone, like your not pretty enough or funny enough or just not good enough? Because I feel like this now... I kno I get a lil physco when I really like someone... I know that Im not good enough for him.. I mean im not pretty, and I dont have a great personality... I just wanna act EMO for a second... okay that seconds up but damn I feel stupid...Killing that pain is hard... I just wanna like wake up one morning and not feel pressure and I just wanna be happy.. But I cant do that because I know Im not good enough for anyone... Its like will someone put me on Effexor or something... No not big on drugs but you get tha point... Maybe I could just like take him captive and make him fall in love with me... No I know I cant do that its not a very nice way to do things... But I need someone who can understand me... I need someone who would actually know first hand what I mean instead of looking back and thinking im an idiot or crazy or something but maybe one day there will be someone.... I HOPE ITS SOON... and i hope its not my imaginary friend or something...