I really like Matthew a lot. I think he thinks Im a phsyco but he still gives me a hug everyday so I feel happy... I like him so much, its like why do guys have to get girls that they know that will treat them wrong, but they would never think of dating their friend who would bow down on their hands and knees just to make them happy... I guess thats just how it goes... But Frank Loves me and I like him too... His girlfriend used to be my best friend... I dont think we would last very long different personalities... But Matt is a different story hes like everything Ive ever wanted and more... hes perfect... I just want to be with him so bad it hurts, because I KNOW i could treat him right.. But I guess fate says something different... I feel like a little kid lost looking for their mommy in a store... I know what I want but everytime I think Ive finally found him, it turns out not be right... I just cant help but think that we HAVE to be together.... He called last night why didnt anyone tell me... Goddamn it why dont I get informed on anything... I would worship that boy, I mean literally bow down to him... I know that sounds funny but its true... Hes just everything that I want... Hes a PHREAK (not in a bad way) he has the most beautiful eyes Ive ever seen in my life, and MOST of the time hes sweet and the same exact thing goes for Morgan that boy dont know that I love him with all my heart and I would do anything for him I would murder just to make him happy but he dates a girl that doesnt give a damn about him... I dont understand that, I would rather date a girl that was pretty and a little bigger than to date that little Anorexic Bitch that could balance on her nose, all 80 lbs of her is in that huge nose... If I were her Id name it Pinochio... HE HE HE (gives and evil grin at the picture in her mind of stabbing her in the back). TTYL i guess might as well go because Hey I have to clean my roon before POPS goes crazy...