well I havent written in a while and though that I should because I need to. So what all has been going on I was suspended from school... he he he for tardies I only have fifteen... well M.J. asked me out... I said no because we really dont get along.. hes a little bit redneck and Im an original somethin between a emo (damn me) and a goth... scott still really likes me its like he doesnt get it through his thick head that I dont like him.... Dayne loves me, (I loved to be loved even though I would be lying if I said I was even remotely attracted to him). The only two guys I really have feelings for are just my friends and It kills me to see them with other girls I mean they know that I like them but they just dont understand that its like they are playing a little game inviting me into there world.... Matthew is so nice to me sometimes... and I know that he likes me, but I also know that he only likes other girls too. I think I freak him out a little bit, I just cant believe that Matt a total phreak could be freaked out... and Morgan is so nice to some people and hes really in love with this girl that I know is just going to break his heart... well I think ive said enough... Mucho Amour...