I know this sounds stupid but have you realized that you only listen to your parents when someone else tells you first, I mean like a teacher. its not because we think their dumb or anything we just dont want to hear their opinion. But my teacher brought me to a strange revalation. Me and my friend Matthew, not the one I was obsessed with but my other one and we were going to skip me, him, and his two friends (no wonder hes still in ninth grade) and I gave him a huge hug when we saw the cops and we decided not to because we really didnt want to get suspended today and my teacher came up to me after class and said "you really love him dont you" and this shocked me because ummm.. thats just a weird thing for a teacher to say. So I asked who, and he said my boyfriend, and i told him that I didnt have one and he said robert ( matthew) and I was like yeah how did you know... He said he told him, because hes his teacher also... well anyway he told me that I needed to stay away from him because he is dumb(I stood up for him on that point. even though he isnt the brightest thing in the world) and because he thinks he's a little creepy (HES NOT) and I got kindof annoyed at that.. and then he said something that kinda made me think he said what if you two get into a serious relationship, I said well im only fourteen, and hes like well you dont want to stay with him and I didnt know what to say... plus if I would have told him i was only fourteen he would have told the principal because Matthew is 17 I think im not sure... its kinda illegal for there to be more than one hear in between the years but.... my brain said that if I hang out with the friends I have right now ill be lucky to still be alive, much less be successful, they may be fun and interesting but god... I really like matthew its kinda like a fight between mind and heart... well talk to you later... Bye... he also said it probably had to do with the fact that he was a punk... and I said yeah hes a punk but hes my punk... he he he someday we will be together even though its not for the best!! I feel bad that he got knocked out by some kid today... he should be ashamed for fighting.. but hey stuff like that happens, i didnt know the circumstances so I couldnt really say anything bad about that...