Well Marie has told on me for something stupid once again. Shes my dad's girlfriend, I think she looks like a fuckin frog... She makes raggedy ann look sexy! Im serious.. well this morning I was getting ready for school and i put the puppy on the bed because he was biting me, and when I got home from school my dad cussed me out.
I wonder why she hates me so much, Im not mean to her in fact I dont even talk to her. But If something, anything goes wrong in the house its automatically my fault.
She couldnt have kids because her ovaries were retarded (im serious). so I have this theory. maybe she hates me because my mom had my dad's child (me). and that was the only thing she ever wanted was a kid of her own... I dont pity her because shes a fuckin bitch. I hate her on the inside. Shes the one where i could imagine actually killing her, and not feeling bad!
So anyway my dad cussed me out and told me that he was going to send me away because when he accused me of pissing her off out of spite, i said well if both of you have a problem with me ill leave, and Im dead serious I did it too my mom Ill do it to that bitch who has no right to strut on my territory... then he told me to respect her. i will fucking die before I respect that bitch. I dont have to respect anyone who thinks they the big bitch... I still think all id have to do was scare her a little bit and shed be dead... or I could smother her... or I thought in July when I move maybe I could burn the house to the ground while she was asleep... I would do it in a flat second if she pissed me off... p.s. im not crazy you just need to know not to fuck with me!
I have nothing to lose... i just really need someone on my side for once. Because all my life, when there has been an argument im always the one a fault and I rarely if ever start the problem. I dont really have anything to do with adults, I dont talk that much to my family, I think a lot and even though I seem like an extrovert,I keep my thoughts to myself! well might as well go...