Hi I just wanted to say how I feel and I want you to understand it. J.P. Makes me so happy even though my parents are still giving me problems, he knows how to make me smile. Its not like a typical relationship, hes something Ive never had before, and I hope I only have it with him. He makes me feel like i'm high without drugs. He takes me away to another place... we just connect in that kind of way.
People at school dont really approve of us probably because he is so innocent and they dont want me to corrupt him. But he wants me and I dont care what other people think about us... he makes me feel unique and special. And even though adults like to say "only because..." its not true with him. Of course he wants (what human doesnt) but he is so much deeper than that. Hes sensitive to what I want and knows how to hit the right buttons with me everytime. But I still have small feelings for other people.. Not anything significant because I love him more than I have ever loved another human in my life
But I know he is still in like with his ex girlfriend... And I love her too. Shes one of my best friends. But He actually says he loves me and for the first time in my life Im not putting up a barrier. If I get hurt, hey its worth the risk, you can spend you whole life wondering what if, but happiness comes by taking chances. or Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all!