Days like this make me wish my mom and dad were still together. Where the day is just perfect. They shouldnt even have school on days which are so beautiful. But I cant help but remember the things we did when my mom and dad were together. I remember working outside in the pond with my daddy and going out into the woods with him to look at the old plantation houses that had fallen apart and were in direpair. I remember coming home to have momma working on dinner telling me to go take a shower because I was dirty. The only thing I dont miss on days like this were the fights. I remember they were miserable being together. I miss them though.. Ever since their divorce our family has fallen apart to some extent. My mom and dad were married for seventeen years and I miss it. I love Johnny but there is something missing in him that he could never fill in place of my dad. Im practically crying. I miss my mommy and daddy being togehter. I miss doing thing with them. I want them together because I remember all the good things we did together. Before my dad starting going out on the road I remember working in the garden getting ready for Summer. I remember all the times I was out on the trips with him and we would talk about everything. I remembered never wanting to come home after church and going places with them. I remember going shopping with my mom and her always going out for her and always buying stuff for me instead. I know Im being selfish but I cant help but think It was all my fault they had broken up. It makes me wish I had been a good child instead of a naughty one. I bet they wouldnt remember all the things we did together. Going back on Ft. Gordon to just walk around and look at the old pre- civil war tomb stones. I miss them because they no longer care as much. They never say the things that they used to. and my dad doesnt care, I know I sound like Im lieing but its the truth. He only talks to me about ten minutes a week well I might as well go because no one likes to hear about stuff like this... i sound like a selfish little baby but if you had gone through it you would have gone through this too. But for the first time in months Im thinking back on the things we did and I miss it. Oh yeah on a lighter note the places Im talking about are in the middle of no where in the middle of Georgia. There are plenty of Antebellum houses still around and Its beautiful you should see them sometime...

Kailey