Goodmorning, there is only one more day till I can go back to school. I really want to go. I cant stand to be away from J.P. anymore. And I suppose I should become friends with Sarah again. I know that Im going to have to get over our little argument. Its a stupid reason to fight and I should know that John Paul would never leave me like that. I trust that boy so much for some reason. I dont really trust people that easily. I really do love him. and I hope he understands that, that isnt just a word. Well today we are getting my mom moved in again. She cant make up her mind wether she loves him or hates him.

I called J.P. last night and told him I hope we never get like that. He laughed. I dont like confrontation of any sort because I know I can hurt someone, mentally well may as well leave it at that.

kailey