ever since I was small Ive had a low selfesteem. But now im starting to realize that everyone has something wrong with their body even though others might not even notice it. I mean Ive got three or four guys that would kill to be with me. And that is the first time Ive ever been in that position. I love my boyfriend more than anything in the world because even though he knows sometimes I dont look my best he stills says Im beautiful. And I like that in a person, someone who is just so gentle and caring and loving and intellegent (somewhat) he is everything to me right now... and he's is honest in what he says. hes never lied to me (accept for tonight when he said he would call and when I called he was asleep)

his mom is so cool, she reminds me sorta of my mom. Shes an ex- hippie... I think its interesting how people stereotype people without even getting to know them. that makes me sick... I wish it were punishable by law... Like I look goth, and I act preppy.. it doesnt mean Im either. Im unique, but what i hate more than anything is people who try to hard to be themselves, because in doing that they are changing themselves. well sorry for being all over the place in this page but hey my mind is free so why not let is roam...

night night
THE DARK PRINCESS