OKay I havent written in a while, well anything worth writing about.... Ive been in the middle of a lot of drama, or have been, im not anymore... Well I broke up with J.P. Monday of last week, and I realized that I missed him, I called crying on the phone wanting to get back together, then I got together with Britton, well, Well Jp got togther with my best friend Sarah, decided she wanted to get back together with him, that was okay until I saw them together, that broke my heart, so I basically became a serpent, called JP back asked him out broke up with Britton and basically told sarah exactly what I thought about her at that moment (the first time), and then the next day I asked Britton back out, and I still went out with JP, and thats where it comes to today where JP gave me an ultimatum,and I said I didnt know, he said he wanted to be with sarah, I said okay, left him... called sarah and all that built up frustration exploded on her.... I told her exactly what I thought about her.... and how I wasnt going to pity her like everyone else....