I guess Im a little hurt about everything that happened yesterday. I mean they took a lot of the things I said wrong, I never meant it the way they thought I did. And I do really love him. I guess it doesnt matter because in the end he was looking for a reason to leave me. But karma has once again taken a toll on my life. I wish that i could erase the things I said and take away the pain, I know the kind of person I am. And Im sorry for the things I did, But thats as far as it's going to go. Thing was I had plans made with him, I would have been willing to do anything to make him happy. I would have had his kids, I would have done everything for him... but I guess it doesnt matter now, nothing does and Im left in the end all alone. I know there are other people in the world, a lot better then him, but I didnt want anyone else. He had me captured and if he would have listened to me maybe things would have turned out differently