I dont know why I do the things I do. I dont even remember some of the things I said. But all I know is I want him back right now. I might not in a week or two but right now, he is the only thing on my mind. I know Daniel is going to try to make us be friends again, and it's all up to him. I've never loved someone more than I do him and yet i always seem to hurt the people I love. But hey there are other people in the world, if he doesnt want to listen to the things ive been trying to tell him, then fine, he's not worth it and I dont really care. I mean how could a person that is supposedly in love with you hurt you so much, The pain really does never go away even though I'd like it too. It's like mentally Im in pain because I know that he was the best thing that had ever happened to me... Yeah sometimes he could be an ass but others he was the best thing to me... He was my angel, my light in the darkness. I mean these people were supposed to be my friends, and they not only lied to him but they stabbed me in the back also. Whatever makes them rest easier at night, because one day they will have pay back and the vengeance will be sweet....