I feel school-sick.... I miss HHS, even though school hasn't even started yet... I mean, it's a nasty school, with underaverage students (not my friends so dont take it offensively) But really Hephzibah is no where as nice as Lakeside... I just dont fit in there... The girls are not very nice... at least the ones I've met so far aren't, and I dont particularly like the looks they give me... and I dont like the fact that they look down on people from South Augusta... Im contemplating just moving back home so I can go to Hephzibah.. I mean I really enjoy the fact that we are about to move into a huge house... But I dont like Lakeside... I like the fact that I'm actually getting a lot of attention that I havent had in a long time... and I miss my friends... I dont know its a lose lose situation, a catch 22 of sorts.... things have been a lot better around here though as long as i get my away time... My time to be me and just space out... Things with my boyfriend aren't so great though.. He's been acting weird... I know it's just because he's working so much, but it really hurts my feeling that he did'nt call me the other day and it just kind of seems like he doesn't have time for me... well thats all thats been goin on.... ta ta for now/ by the way I forgot to say this but it's just a random thought... maybe I should let him go, I mean it's not fair for me to hold him down, i guess I am suffocating him a little bit... I dont know I really love him its just..... i guess Im being immature and hardheaded which go along hand in hand... w