A lot of things happened today beside the obvious pain i'm having in my arms and legs from going toobin' and running five miles... Britton and I have decided to take a short break... I mean I don't know whats going on with him, sometimes I wonder if we were meant to be together, or to just cause each other pain, I love him, I really do its just my additude get's the best of both of us, and when things arent going how I like them to go I get kind of mad... I want things to be easy for him, But I still have a slight crush on someone, I have for a long time, and if Britton doesn't go ahead and make the decision to stay then I'm gone forever and there is no getting me back, because I will have someone new before he can even get things back in order because I'm terrified of being alone....