Okay... well I really don't know what I want... surprise surprise considering I never know what I want, who I want, the things I want... I guess altogether I'm just confused in life... But I guess thats the reason they call us children... even though we think differently technically arent we supposed to.. I mean think of it... we think we've been through every thing when In all reality life has just started... and some people already want to end it as it is... before it even really begins...