Your so vain, you probably think this song is about you, don't you, don't you! :D

Is it so strange that I miss my old outlook on life despite the misery I felt. I don't know why it seems like that I want to surround myself in all of that negativity, I guess thats just how it is sometimes. I guess the majority of it is, that even when I wasn't in control, I was in control. Happiness is something that I don't understand, because I couldn't honestly tell you what it is. Even though I'm content. Well I suppose I'll either sabotage myself or I'll ignore that feeling. I just want to be alone, utterly alone. I want to take away everything to find something. Some inner meaning, that I fail to recognize. But until then I'll continue with this content. WOW pardon the pun.... ^_^

Sit Boo Boo Sit! How can a person be a Baby Sloth, A bug, A human bean (yes, from the B.F.G), and A Kailey all in the same creature!
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Previous Entry :: Next Entry Mood: peaced. Read/Post Comments (0) Share on Facebook RECTANGLE'S MAKE ME HAPPY! Circle's make me happier! :D :D :D		2008-03-03 3:25 PM chemically challenged Is it so strange that I miss my old outlook on life despite the misery I felt. I don't know why it seems like that I want to surround myself in all of that negativity, I guess thats just how it is sometimes. I guess the majority of it is, that even when I wasn't in control, I was in control. Happiness is something that I don't understand, because I couldn't honestly tell you what it is. Even though I'm content. Well I suppose I'll either sabotage myself or I'll ignore that feeling. I just want to be alone, utterly alone. I want to take away everything to find something. Some inner meaning, that I fail to recognize. But until then I'll continue with this content. WOW pardon the pun.... ^_^ Read/Post Comments (0) Previous Entry :: Next Entry Back to Top