Well I guess I could be classified as happy. Everything is going quite well for me in fact. Better than I have ever taken the time to consider. I'm in love, I mean COMPLETELY in love, and have been for a while. I have dreams and ambitions. And I have nothing to worry about. I'm leaving in a month to go back to Hephzibah (though I've stated that I was going to do this multiple times) Overall I gues I'm a very confused person. But I know what I want. And realize that I need to take responsibility for the things that I want. Maybe I'm just trying to take too many adult responsibilities at one time. But can you really blame me? I just hope that everything works out....