I'm going to let it all come out, I'm not going to let it get to me anymore, I'm going to write out all of my problems and then I'm going to accept them one by one. I have driven myself crazy, wanting to do better, even though I'm not good enough at anything. I genuinely want people to be proud of me, I want to do better, but every time I try it seems as If all I can do is make things worse for myself. I'm sorry.