I'm going insane, I feel bad for myself, because I can't do anything worthwile for myself, and then I feel disgusted because I feel bad for myself, I feel pathetic.

It's not like I'm special or anything, everyone gets in a rut! (like my lack of finding better grammar than the occaisional comma)

So part of me wants to lay down and let myself waste away, and the other part wants to slam the other part against a brick wall, and I WANT TO TELL BOTH OF THEM TO LEAVE ME ALONE! (wow....she's got issues)

It's not like I can't do anything, It's that I WON'T LET MYSELF DO ANYTHING. I feel like I've gotten comfortable accepting the fact that I'm a loser (sorry fellow losers, I was using the term quite loosely)

I feel like I have a republican and a democrat inside of me fighting over what to do in my life. The democrat says lay back and enjoy living, and the other keeps telling me that I'm going to hell for my ways. (Hmmmm Interesting)

IRONICALLY, I'M NON POLITICAL! (if there's a such thing as that... ehhhh guess not)

Okay, so that's it for the fragments; next blog 10 or so things that I hate about me! More from that after these short commercials!