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2005-10-15 7:34 PM
Life lately.

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Life has been a little more then stressful lately but, strangley, I'm happy wiht my new soliadry life. Having few to no friends is easier for me thn haveing alot to go behind my back and talk about me and crush me. I'm happier by myself. Even on band trips, I'd rather sit in the front with the adults then in the back with the rest of the kids. I enjoy conversations wiht adults more, so much less drama. Mr. Wolfe is acuatlly a rather good conversaitonist. Sometimes he doens't like talking to students though, It's slightly odd. He gave me a huge compliment the other day though so, whatever. Even though people are being stupid and fussy about him being our band director, I think he's pretty cool.

Some people think that my enforcing of rules is me being bitchy but honestly, wahtever, follow the rules and you won't get corrected. Another person will probably say that I'm lying when isay that I'd rahter be by myself then around a bunch of people but relaly, at this stage in my life, I find myself wanted to be left alone more and more. I guess you could say I'm 'anti-social' but that's not true, I'm anti-drama, not anti-social. I have no problem with socializing and hanging out wiht people , jsut the drama that goes with it. Life is fun though so whatever, Wolfe thinks we'll be able to try out for BOA my Senior year, hopefully I'll be better then, we're going to have a ton of Euphonium players.

Life has been going by really quickly lastely...I really want to move out of Georgia. Not to anywhere inparticular, just not here. A chance to start over with everything and not be defined as that kid that threw a desk in 3rd grade, or that wierd Euphonium player who is a stupid freshmen, I just want to start over wihta clean slate. I cna't stand how people lie and say that they forget the past when they are secretly thinking aout it all the time and waiting until you get into an argument again to bring it up. I, myself, am guilty of it and yet it drives me insne. Go ahead, call me a hypocrite, we all are to some extent.

That's enough for now, talk to you homedogs later.

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