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XxbrokenheartedpixiexX My Journal 2006-04-04 10:10 PM This Is Getting Out Of Hand Previous Entry :: Next Entry Mood: Annoyed Read/Post Comments (0) |
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This is getting crazy now I just want to know how just need to see it How things can crumble so fast I just want to run around and scream Cry and run and die I'm running all around Trying to figure out just how I can escape everything. I really really really just wish I understood. I once was in control, now it's getting out of hand. I don't want much more in my life. I don't think you'd understand. I just want this to calm down. I don't care that he knows. Why does he think I was talking about him wanting me back? He's not the only guy I've ever met. Things are killing me now. So softly but harshly. Tell me I will be alright. Tell me I'll be safe. Tell me that no matter what it won't happen again. Tell me that I'm not as dumb as everyone thinks me to be. Once in a while, just hold me while I scream I feel like I'm dying, like there's nothing left. I don't miss him, now what we had, I dont' miss the things he did or what happened. Wanna know what I miss most of all? When he wasn't such a typical teenage boy anymore. ~~~~~~~ Yeah, not sure what all of that was about or who it's to. It was just on my brain and I had to write it. |
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