I feel very sad this morning. It's my favourite time of the day and yes, I am sad.

I am sad because last night, I had to tell Bryan I can't meet him today. No, in fact, I didn't even do that. He guessed. He knew. He offered to cancel it.

I feel shitty for doing it and I wish I didn't have to.

Don't have time to ponder over what a bad girlfriend I am.