When you start dreaming about your work, it�s probably a bad sign.

I guess part of my problem is that I�m not very good at going halfway. I�m not what you�d call a coaster. Either I�m totally apathetic and do nothing, or I actually care that I�m doing a good/bad job. This can create it�s own share of issues� Like, for example, dreaming about your project.

*sigh*

I guess nothing is sacred.

I�m feeling a little melodramatic today. I�m just off the rag, got flaked on by a friend, but on the upside, I went to a cool show yesterday. I dunno. Do you ever get that feeling, like you can�t put a finger on what�s exactly *wrong* with you or your day, just that something isn�t quite right?

Maybe it comes from sitting around all day. Maybe it�s low level self-disgust, the idea that I should be doing something else with myself besides sitting on my ass, reading e-mail, chatting with some folk on AIM, cruising the internet.

Fuck it.

It�s Sunday.

I�m going out to the movies.

death to smoochy!

I leave you with a quote that I thought was damned funny. Re: girls with issues: �nobody goes through life without a little lint in their back pocket or a rusty penny in their purse� she just seems to be able to keep all of it�