I am going on a big trip, but I havent had anything packed yet. My rooms are messy, my head is spinning... I don't know what I should do, so I am sitting here and doing nothing.

I used to love travel alone... I always had fun, met interesting people, seeing interesting things... and if I traveled with friends or business associates, I was always the one who took care of everything, but I have changed...dont really like getting all the troubes and doing all these tedious things... I wish I had someone travel with me, who would take care of everything for me... I had such a nightmare last night: I went to the airport but forgot bring my passport and airline tickets with me...