Well, without reading where I left-off in my last journal, I will attempt to keeping writing on the now accelerated thought (that's a good thing)...

So, society... my arch nemesis... where were we... oh yeah, I hate your rules. Why, do I feel inadequate sometimes about not having a girlfriend, or a job, or more money in the bank than other people I happen to talk to about money? Who creates these standards that somehow affect my emotions and responses to absolutely meaningless questions... why do I care... oh yeah, cause society cares... and they supply the questions...

In true Jason style though (weird to speak in the third person), I say Fuck society! I am through living by those rules... I am building, stock piling, preparing, and I will create a new reality... one that other people understand too, otherwise I am just crazy...(insert "of course you are crazy" joke here)...

Break: As if I am doomed never to finish these thoughts, my roommate Ryo has just called me to say that he is going home. It is now 11:30pm on a Saturday night, and he has not come home since leaving for work on Monday... that's right, the work ethic is a bit different in Japan!

Anyway, his office is only about 10 minutes walk from here, and I am going to accompny him home (he backed into a pole in his car once because he was so sleep deprived... now he taking the train, but I am still worried). Anyway, I have to go, but I will try to write again tomorrow.

Hope all is well!