Why is it that whenever anyone needs someone to talk to they come to me and I let them talk, no matter what is going on, but when I need someone, there is no one there? Whenever I would like to talk to someone why is it that I'm suddenly a bother?

Am I just that much of a loser?

I have a dog and a two-year-old, a computer screen and a paper journal that listens, but somehow that's not the same.

I'm just so tired of it all.

And I don't expect any answers. Goddess knows none of you know me.