so i sat down and tried my hardest to come up with a super duper list like t's citing the best moments of my 2004. it was extremely lacking. but, that didn't get me down, mainly because we're not out of the first month of this year and already its awesome. so, instead, i am going to make a list of why 2005 rules so far.

1. being accepted into the molly ringwald appreciation society ;)

2. kangaroos (see previous entry)

3. watched "the umbrellas at cherbourg" and was overwhelmed and inspired by the amazing colors. i want a french life.

4. Mel Tuck Squanto (i cried after talking to my grandmother after 20 years)

5. doing something i've never done before ( but i can't list it here cause it's a surprise for t, but needless to say, it's completely fruit loops)

6. telling mr. brown to call me when he's working the limo service next (oh baby, does brown deliver!) and actually feeling very casual about the whole thing

7. seeing the mountain coming to muhammad

last year sucked. i'm still in debt, i'm still afraid of everything, i'm still in therapy. but for some reason, everything looks better. my life is still crappy, but the universe is being extremely generous to me and i figured i should acknowledge it. i am happy and hopeful.