Ok the way my life goes, I am doin' good and happy and actual advancing in my life. Then bam i get hit by a financial, health or relationship bus to knock me back off the road.

This past year has been a bit of a roller coaster for me. I had a great apartment that was just mine and my children and then I let my long time friend move in which was fine. He then found a GF and asked me to get a house with them I said I did not want that and I was perfectly happy where I was but he said I could pay the same amount I was paying and they would pay the extra. We lived there for 4 months before he and his GF ran out while I was at work one day and stuck me with the bill. I lived there for a remaining 2 months and paid the rent and thats it so my kids could have a place to stay.

After 2 months of that I was financially strapped and had nothing to but move in with my mom and try to get caught up on my bills. I lived with my mom for maybe 3 months and my sister's landlord told her she had to move because he was going to let his son live there.

Well my sister was having a hard time finding a place and I wanted out of my mom's house. We found a beautiful house and moved in. A year later she tells me well I am moving so you should start looking, I was very mad at this point because we had previous plans to move 7 months later when we both would have the money.

Then bam I got a DUI so the financial problems arrised again but this time at full force. I then started to conquer that battle and was doing ok. I thought I might have to move back with my mom at this point but I found a place, so yay.

Then I was enrolled in treatment for an 8 week time period and then half way through they tried to stick me with more treatment. So I had to battle that as well it felt like I was just being wiped off the planet and everything that I do does not matter. I was tempted to just give up and take each day as they come. Then I found a treatment center that would take my plan.

About half way through that I injured my foot and no one knows what the hell is wrong with it. I am so broke right now with the holidays and everything I am just worried that once the holidays pass and I start to possibly regain some financial stability that something else bad will happen.

i really am a good person and yet somehow bad shit always finds a way of happening to me. Anyways that is my vent for today so take it in stride next time you belive you are having a bad day or life read this and know it could be worse.