Let's see. I've kvetched about the family front.

I've whinged about the work front.

What's left? Oh, you all.

I won't go into details, not the whats, not the hows, not the whos. Well, one exception.

Who: Me

How: Stupidly

What: Damn near ruined two important friendships.

It was a long time in coming, with many mistakes along the way. Ah, drop the passive voice, what do i think this is, work? I screwed up a long time ago, the reckoning was long due, and to try to stave it off, I compounded the botch with more mistakes.

You know how compound interest works? Yeah, same thing.

A huge world of hurt, or two, or three later, I can see clearly now how I f***ed up (try it, the tempo fits.) I wish I could say with confidence I'll never do it again, but with a eff-up of this magnitude, words just don't quite do it justice.

All right. It is now truly 1AM. No, I didn't spend all this time writing the blog. Just the last hour. Because the last two was spent screaming at a wi-fi router that decided to route half the packets to the microwave. I needed this time to destress, to puke this up, and to just ...

Hell, I don't know why. For any of it. But here it is. I'm off to bed. Tomorrow is another day, and it promises to be a doozy.