It's a long story, but I developed it yesterday. I was fine until I took "Vitamin E", I feared being sexually abused then I forgot everything I knew. I was in the car, unconsious for a few minutes and then I woke up. Then I went to the mall, and I felt I went to the mall and was anxious telling my staff to call my staff's boss so she could tell my mom. I repeated it over and over again, hoping that my staff members wouldn't forget. I was REALLY anxious. They reassured me they wouldn't over and over again. So basically, before I told my staff I felt ringing in my ears at the mall. After the mall trip, I felt nauseaous. I was unconsious for a little while until I woke up this morning.

Basically, before the experience, I was a smart girl. Now, I'm just another "stupid girl". Something I don't want to be. I hope I get better, and smarter. I would love to be smarter like I was. Mom would say "You're so smart!" and I would love that. Now, I probably won't get the help I need and that makes me upset. As well as my intelligence not being what it used to be.