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Jody My Journal 2009-04-02 12:53 PM Another day of Worrying Previous Entry :: Next Entry Mood: Worried Read/Post Comments (0) |
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Still no defanate answer on weither holly is keeping the baby and it still sucks alot i mean this whole issue is going to change my life forever, i hate the fact i'm helpless to protect my unborn child and everything i say to holly comes out bad because i dont think what she is thinking about is right we took a chance and this is what happened i rang up the place where she is going to get it done if she goes though with it just to find out what the first appointment is about and basicly they just go thought what she'll be getting done and just her pregnacy in genral, it seams like my life is getting worst i try not to think about it but i cant. i love the child holly and i already have so much and i dont think i could handle her getting rid of the pregnancy i sed to my self after she broke up with me i'd never let her break my heart again but it looks like that is a possiblity again. when she first broke my heart i took to drinking and smoking and having sex with anyone but it didnt help nothing did i know time heals all but the scares will always be there. there were countless amount of time i just wanted to die but thinking about my little girl got me though it sometimes only just. i just want an answer! i guess i dunno is alot better then a no right now. i've been living in western australia now for about a year and a month and as of tomorrow i have been at my job for a year. p.s i hope life starts looking up soon. |
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