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2014-05-25 3:32 PM
Fighting

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So cat and i have been fighting alot last week i was home,
she now want to sell the house we have and buy closer to her mom but more iportantly her job, she doesnt want to spend 40mins driving to work eveyday which is fair enough but it has always been the plan to move into the byford house and now she is just trying to get her way again.
shes also on my back about having to share my money i help out more then she does so im not seeing the problem. i dont think she likes the fact im saving money last time i got some saving up she used it for the lawyer she said she would pay it back but hasnt even tried. i know she is my wife and i should have to borrow her money but i'd have nothing if i gave it to her all the time.
she makes all the big choices in our relationship and when things dont work out (even when i warned her it would happen) i'm left to fix it all up.
she know i wont leave her and i dont plan on it, each time we fight i step away more.
she said for about the 6th time she is done and wants me to move out then the next few days she is all happy again.
i dont know if i'll ever understand woman a bunch of controlling nut cases if you ask me.
im starting to think if we didnt have logan i would have walked the otherday but i dont want to be away from him we have a bond, and i must admit i dont think i could look after a baby while going though a breakup.
another thing that annoys me to all hel is breaking her word she says she will do somthing then doesnt she has broken 2 promises to me already.
i trust her but i cant rely on her.
i suprise her all the time with gifts and reminders that i love her but she doesnt return the favour.
maybe she doesnt love me anymore but doesnt want to be a single mom of two.
On the up side since logan has been born i have been getting along with noah (her son) alot better.
when ever i have my noah he always trashes the house and doesnt listern i wonder what his mom is like with him, he has no diciplne.
cat still starts fights when ever i have him over for the night, she even admitted not accsepting him beause he was born while i was with her. His mom did make it hard for cat at the beggining to see him or be around so i understand that but i dont think she should be anry and have him see hes not wanted but her when i have him.
i dont know maybe im just in an angry mood today.

i told cat i think i have depression alomst a year ago and that i would like some help dealing with it in the form of just being there for me and showing she cares she did for half a week then went back to her normal self.
ive asked her for her help dealing with it but i dont know if she dosnt care or forgets. either way it was not easy asking for help from her only for it to be thrown in my face.

SHOT FIRER:
on a good note though i'm doing charge up at work now(explosives) only had a few days so far but ive already dont my theroy and practical for my shot firrers licence.
there is a pay freeze going on at work so im not expecting a pay rise anytime soon for the possition.

LOGAN:
Logan is still too cute for his own good, i cant seam to ever get angry at him even when he cries. i have helped with a few feedss this week but cat still does the most of them.

NOAH:
Ive only seen my noah twice since loagn was born and noah has only met him once so far, i went to pick him up the other week to put him in the car and almost put my back out he is one solid boy, only about 6cm shorter then cats noah.

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