I feel it is my duty as an Actor to Play out my role as best I can, even without an Owner's Manual. (In the Stage and Actor metaphor, most Actors are never given a Script!). You may choose to define your own Script and I'll try to follow along.

    I see a Blank Page each morning and use my perceived "Passage of Time" to fill it up with Character Development, Conversations and Chaos.

    I think a big reason I see Chaos** in my life is that I manifest or create a certain amount of what goes on around me, On Stage, but NOT All. Sometimes the Plot takes a turn to the Unexpected, the Unanticipated, (or even the Weird!) and this is where I Improvise!

    Of course, what might be ONE Actor's Chaos may be another Actor's Order! Who will be the Arbiter; who will say Right and Wrong? The lines I draw are Life and Death. But, normally, the Rules are known. (That's why I need an Owner's Manual! I will just have to Extemporize!)