well well well.
what have we here.
i was actually happy today. really really happy.
not a very obvious and at-peace-with-the-whole-wide-world happy. a small happy.
a quiet happy.
something that doesnt quite come by as often as it should. but somethings in my life are beginning to work out and it makes me feel less troubled. (which doesnt equate to happiness, but i settle for what i have)

between homework, worrying about what cca i have to join, brooding about abandoning sports, thinking about my screwed studies and actually having to interact with my smart-ass classmates all day long, happiness is truly a freak accident.
it just happens along every once in a while. i think its life's way of kinda trying to get me not to lose hope, keeping me clinging onto this faint possibility... then witholding it from me for as long as possible before letting me have it.

ok, into why i was happy today.
timetable wise, not a very heavy day... KI lecture cancelled as well meant a free afternoon which i put to excellet use by finishing my math assignment. econs stuffs in the middle and all. (econs lecture was HELL. it was uber boring. ) then was just roaming the school doing nothing much, reading random books.

another reason: i have a cca! like whopppeeee. no more mooding and brooding. i quit already. so i just have to look forward and make it work. anyway, photog seems quite nice actually. i'm rather looking forward to my "assignment" tmr to take pictures of the igloo's anniversary party or whatever. (if i didnt have to, i certainly wouldn't be going)

the point is, life is rather plain sailing now. i hope it lasts.

but you know, the Grand Design isn't created to accomodate frequent accidents.