in this wicked world... nothing is permanent. even our troubles. time will pass and this will pass. i know this for sure.

mugging as you might have guessed has severely damaged my brain. i think i'm not really remembering anything. so. i'm basically screwed for midyears.

but i am numb to the point that i dont really care what anybody else thinks anymore.

which is a good thing.

i studied by the pool today. which was fine. i think i shall do that tmr too.

working my way through math is... like crawling through a misty minefield. i cant really see anything. and some unexpected nugget of info sometimes explodes in my face and... i have to examine the damage and move on.

the ramblings of a tired mind. i am sorry if i bore you. the pieces of my mind... like jagged edges of broken glass. nothing fits.