i am very tired of studying for midyears. but i think i am pretty much screwed. dont remember any shit. feel like... i'm just reading. not really remembering.

went out against my will today to do some stuff for sis's brithday. urggggg. that ate up like 3 hours plus. but bestlyn and hazel are such good friends for planning it...
dont know if... my sis will like it though. she seems quite set on the spending brithday alone thing.

apparently, anti-socialness does not run in the blood. my sis has a hyper active social life, friends doing extra special things for her ans so on... and she complains that she'd rather be alone on her birthday.

we should trade lives. and walk a while in each other's shoes. reminds me of that movie... in her shoes. i like it actually. another chick flick.

so... back to reality and the study stuff on my desk... i have that reckless want to give it all up to chance thing again.

ah. but my karma sucks...

have to go shopping tmr.. for bestlyn's present. no idea what to buy. another day in town. another few hours gone... haiz. but like i said.. too tired to study. too tired to care.

too fucking tired to carry on.